Self Tape 501 - “The ‘F**k It, F**k It’ Take”

This month, we’re going to build on your rarenesses that we learned about in the 401. Remember our car analogy from the 401? This month, I want you proudly showcasing all of your colors. If your car colors are silver with fuchsia polka dots, I want that silver so shiny that it makes my eyes squint, and I want those fuchsia polka dots so vibrant that I’m thinking “Ohhhhh…so that’s what fuchsia is supposed to look like.”

But let’s first define the “Fuck it” take. A lot of acting techniques refer to a “Fuck it” take. Essentially, you spend a lot of time prepping a scene (left-brain), and then when it’s time to work, you say “Fuck It!” and you play. We talk about that in the 201: you let your right-brain take over, and you go on the ride, so you are a living breathing human being. When you go on the ride, you take us with you. LA acting coach Stacey L. Swift wrote about this in a 2018 blog about adding a sense of play.

Stacy L. Swift: “Acting on Impulse”

Backstage built on this idea in a 2022 article listing acting advice from established actors. (Pay special attention to advice #1, #3, and #6.)

Backstage: “Acting Advice From Established Professionals”

So what the heck is the “Fuck-it, Fuck-it” take? I think it’s the “Fuck-It” take on steroids. It’s a state-of-mind where you don’t really care if you book the role because you are so excited about showing someone your unique version of this role, that your reward is just getting to do it. The Takeda Technique recently traveled to Chicago to be part of an actor’s empowerment summit, and actor/coach Glenn Morshower spoke about his auditioning philosophy. He started out saying that “rejection” does not exist, so you can never be rejected in an audition. He used the analogy of going to a restaurant that you’ve never been to. You look at the menu and you pick the salmon. Did you reject the lasagna? No! It’s just that the salmon fit your mood. And next time you go to the restaurant, you might choose the lasagna. So the lasagna shouldn’t feel rejected. It’s not personal. It’s just you making a choice. Same with auditions. Directors and producers are not rejecting actors; they are selecting a person who brings out certain rarenesses that fit the story they are telling.

Glenn recommends you get rid of the idea of “rejection” and “competition.” Instead compete against your own potentiality. Be a better (or truer) version of you than you used to be. In 401 terms, be a more shiny silver and a more vibrant fuchsia than you used to be. An audition is your chance to share your essence. It’s your opportunity to showcase your artistry. Your interpretation. Your rareness. Your you-ness.

Glenn works all the time. His secret is because he’s excited to share himself. In the split second before he performs, he gleefully mutters under his breath, “Watch this shit.” He is excited about sharing his essence. He also says there there is no recorded history of someone sucking after saying “Watch this shit.” That’s the “Fuck-it, Fuck-it” take.

Here’s a clip from feature film director Peter Chelsom talking to a recent All-Alumni 301 class. He’s passionate about actors sharing truth and honesty in their work. He was working with Dodie Montgomery on a side and he wanted to see more of her — Dodie’s artistry, Dodie’s rareness. Dodie’s essence. To get there, he had her try an exercise he called “speed run” which helped to strip away the “acting” and get to Dodie’s essence. After, he talked about working with actor Simon Pegg and giving him direction.

Peter said “More Simon. More Simon. More Simon.” He wanted all of Simon’s rareness. He wanted the fuck-it, fuck-it take. Full abandon. Let it all go. He wanted Simon to forget about being rejected, and to just be fully Simon — all of it.

Here’s another example of it. I remember watching Marvel’s “WandaVision” on Disney+ and seeing Kathryn Hahn play the character Agatha. I’ve met Kathryn and have seen her work on so many things. However this performance was full-on-Kathryn. She was literally “wielding herself” during the entire series. She’s always been a scene-stealer, but this performance was so strong, so “fuck-it, fuck-it” that she literally stole the series, and Marvel decided to give Kathryn her own series. Watching Kathryn in this role is where I came up with the “fuck-it, fuck-it” take. And from this point on, I started to put that mindset in all of my auditions.

If you have Disney+, it’s worth watching at least episode 8 to see what I’m talking about, but in case you don’t, or have limited time, here is a YouTube clip that shows a sample of Kathryn wielding herself.

So how do you “wield yourself?” How do you get to this “fuck-it, fuck-it” take? How do you get to “more you, more you, more you?” That’s kind of the six-million dollar question, isn’t it? Going back to the Backstage article above, I think advice #1 from Jonathan Groff may be the closest. Find the joy like you’re a child. I have one final video clip for you to watch — one that builds on that idea of how to get there. It comes from the Hulu series “Welcome to Wrexham.” It’s a great documentary series on FX and Hulu about movie star Ryan Reynolds and TV star Rob McElhenney purchasing an English football (soccer) club in Wrexham. In the final episode of the current fourth season, Wrexham is trying to win an important game. Historically Wrexham has always choked in these situations to the point that they call it “Doing a Wrexham.”

Because everything was on the line, the coach asked Rob if he would do a pre-game speech to motivate the players. In this speech, I think Rob uncovered the secret to playing with abandon. To doing the fuck-it, fuck-it take. To doing more you, more you, more you. To wielding yourself.

If you have Disney+ or Hulu, please watch it on these platforms. It’s episode 8 in season 4. The clip starts at 24:48 and goes to the end.

If you do not have Disney+ or Hulu, I’ve shot this section on my camera. The quality is not nearly as good, but I think you get the point.

“Welcome to Wrexham” Season 4, Episode 8

Okay, so this month is going to be a huge experiment. I want you doing the work for you. I want you to play and being in a space where you first discovered you wanted to act. I want you having fun like you used to when you were a kid. Proudly show off your colors. Embrace your rareness. Lean hard into your rarenesses. If you fall on your face…great. That’s why this is a workshop. We’re going to be workshopping stuff.

Going back to the 401, remember we are supposed to be doing two things when we work. Job 1A is doing the scene accurately — picking the correct car out of your enormous garage and driving it the correct route, following all the traffic laws. Job 1B is showing off all of your colors. We still need to do Job 1A this month — accurately doing the scene. It’s just this month, we’re very focused on Job 1B.

So let your colors fly!